Welcome 2019

Assalamualaikum,

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2019!!!

There's only one thing I really want to change for 2019 ;

to reduce my angriness towards my sons

Because it's simply not something I like to do, 

but sometimes I just need to,

and sometimes, it just getting out of MY control.

Doesn't matter how much I tried before, I always fail. 

Dear Allah, please help me.

And to those who always said macam-macam,

WALK IN MY SHOES, 

ONLY then you can talk.

I hate it when people talk like they always been far from their spouse for a long time. 

Pffft.

So many negativity to start on my 2019.

Anyway, please pray for my strength, my sabar, and anything good.

I LOVE MY KIDS. 

And I don't wanna be a bad mommy monster.

-adios-