EXAM

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah. Done with exam today. Harap-harap ada la rezeki kali ni, InsyaAllah. Work hard, pray hard.

Cakap pasal rezeki, selalu kadang-kadang terpikir. Kawan-kawan sebaya banyak bersungut, bila la nak kawen, bila la nak ada anak, bila la nak itu, nak ini. Well for me of course bila la nak kerja stable haha. But then I came across this sentence while reading somewhere I forgot, so the sentence goes like this, "Rezeki tak pernah tersalah alamat". Personally, I do agree with this phrase.

So the following are the situation that always happen regarding rezeki.  

1. Bila la nak kawen? : This question often asked by my closed friend, most of them were friends in uni. So I told them, look at what you have now. Most of them are doctors, dentists, pharmacists, they have stable job, own car, house, and lovely family. That is their rezeki, atleast for now. Just be grateful, rezeki kawen dapat jodoh baik-baik insyaAllah satu hari nanti Allah akan datangkan jugak. Jangan risau, jodoh takkan terlambat atau tercepat, Allah akan bagi bila tiba waktu yang sesuai. 

2. Bila la nak ada anak/nak tambah anak? : Again, look at what you have now. Most of them are the same cases like number 1. Again, be grateful. Pasti Allah nak datangkan dengan keturunan anak-anak yang soleh. Just keep praying and yakin rezeki anak akan ada satu hari nanti. Jangan risau, rezeki anak Allah akan bagi bila Allah tahu kita betul-betul dah sedia. This is what I keep reminding myself after I had a miscarriage long time ago. And, it helps me to calm and relax.

3. In my case, bila la nak kerja? This sometime makes me pressure, stress and even think that I am not capable of anything, in other word LOSER. I chose to resign three years ago. Of course before that I think wisely(even some think I didn't). But the thing is, qada and qadar happened for reasons. No one knows after few months of resignation, my husband was assigned to sail to Lahad Datu, and when thinking about that, gila ke houseman sorang-sorang kat Manjung tu without even my family around. That is only one reason. So many more I chose not to write it here. However, back to the topic. I don't have a car, a house or even a stable job. But Allah blessed me with a kind husband, and super lovely kids. So this is my kind of rezeki, for now. 

4. The kind of you got all what you want : this usually happened to people who are super duper kind that Allah makes all things easy for them, even if they were tested with lots of challenges. Or either to people who doesn't deserve that but Allah still give what they want to test them. The second one is hell scarier. Hurm.

After all I believe I need to work hard to find a stable job. I did and I pray everyday that Allah will make a way for me. But then if I got nothing in return, I believe Allah's decision is the best. Or maybe I don't really work hard towards it, but one thing for sure I won't give up. And i hope this spirit stays till forever.

Whatever mine and your situation are, lets always believe rezeki takkan pernah tersalah alamat. Rezeki takkan pernah terlambat, tercepat, bila mana Allah kata kunfayakun, takde sape boleh deny. Just keep pushing, work hard and pray hard. Solat dhuha is a must. I pray to all my readers that Allah will make things easy for you too in whatever you do and you want. InsyaAllah, ada rezeki ada la tu - ni ayat favourite Pokcik.

Till then, toodles!

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