Destiny

Assalamualaikum,

What a tiring day today. Pokcik went to school for his master class while me and Awa took the kids out for lunch and then to Abg Min's house. Nadzmin cried his lung out entering Abg Min's house and he didn't stop for almost an hour. He did sleep in between but only for 5 minutes and keep crying later on. For whatever reason he cried, I pray to Allah to always protect him. Be it paranormal activity or his health, may Nadzmin gets better soon (I did aescultate his lungs but all clear). Hurm...

Anyway, I planned to prepare Pokcik's uniform tonight but turned out Nadzmin doesn't want to sit with his daddy so I had no choice but to hold him tight. I know my husband hates ironing (we both hate ironing by the way), but he needs to do it anyway because Nadzmin has been really cranky. Poor Pokcik, sorry sayang. Hurm. I often wondering why some girls really love man in uniform. I mean, some of them gets crazy when seeing man in uniform. Some even braver to date them, even they know they are married. Why they never bother to think that actually it is hard to iron the uniform perfectly. Haha. Nak yang good good aja nampak smart etc etc.

Ni aku tulis bahasa melayu. 

Kalau ada species gegirl yang nak menggatal dengan orang beruniform ni spesifically askar la kan, mai la nak cerita sikit. Kehidupan kawen dengan askar ni ko jangan ingat good good macam sayangku kapten mukhriz(wtf) and cerita drama melayu lain. Ini dari pengalaman aku yang tak seteruk wife askar-askar lain. Baru kawen few months, husband dah kena pegi berlayar ke Sabah. Masa tu tak tahu berapa lama. Turned out to be 3 months++ alhamdulillah tak la selama ada sesetengah askar lain yang pegi misi mana-mana. First puasa and raya as husband and wife, we were apart. Yang lagi best, got pregnant and miscarriage both masa husband berlayar. Ko ingat seronok ke tanggung sakit dan sedih sorang-sorang? Harap ada family dekat Alhamdulillah beban tak terasa sangat. Bila dah beranak dua pulak lain ceritanya. Anak sakit teriak tak berhenti, bapaknya masuk hutan. Sekali lagi, ko ingat seronok? Jangan la terpengaruh denga cerita-cerita drama segala tu. Hurm. Itu kisah aku yang baru diuji sedikit. Wife orang lain banyak yang lagi besar dugaannya.

Cuma dugaan paling besar bagi mana-mana wife askar adalah apabila wujudnya golongan malaun yang jenis suka caras laki orang. Apetah lagi bila tengok laki-laki smart beruniform. Ini species otak ada tapi akal takde. Ada la serupa makhluk Allah yang namanya haiwan. Dia tak peduli laki ke bini orang, janji boleh caras. Ini kalau kena kat aku perempuan-perempuan sekalian, aku takkan doakan yang buruk-buruk sebab rasanya didikan agama mak ayah aku bagi dah cukup kot untuk tidak mendoakan keburukan kat orang. Cuma kena ingat satu je, dunia ni bulat, sekali Allah nak suruh ko rasa akibat dari kejahatan yang ko buat kat orang lain, sekelip mata je Allah bagi. 

Sekian lalutan malam. 

-adios-

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